It never worked out, neither my way nor yours

What you wanted I could not attain

What I wanted I sacrificed in vain

And now we stand before life’s dual doors

I began to think I could achieve it

But my mind deceived my heart

And my wit tore me apart

And I thought I might as well quit

It was too painful to look to the sun

And even though I cloaked myself

And hid my heart upon a dusty shelf

I still thought I was loved by someone

And now the lies are revealed

Like the grains of shifting sand

Was the success of my ‘brilliant plan’

And they saw everything I concealed

The frustration I feel is immense

But the pain I feel greater so

That no one can possibly know

This clash that keeps me in suspense


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