The Darkest Night

I’m up at 4 AM for some reason. Is it fear? Possibly. Is it remorse, probably. Is it longing, indubitably. Is it a lack of tiredness, yes. Is it confusion, yes. I don’t know why I’m up. I don’t want to be awake, but I am. I don’t want to leave the light of my room and venture into the dark halls, but I have to. I don’t want to leave my comfort zones, both physical and mental, and journey into the unknown where I have no control over where I am going, save for the steadiness of my own footsteps.

Am I afraid? Yes. Will I make bad choices? Yes. Will I come out okay? Who knows? Time will tell.

For now, all that lies ahead is the future, D, Alen, and myself. Bring it on, world. And if I have to meet with Death, bring him on too, because there’s nothing stopping me tonight. Nothing.

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~ by Tayath on July 30, 2012.

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